Thursday, October 15, 2009
The sorry state of fate.
I am hated….
For me such is fated
Time is my slave,
Expectation an ally.
With emotions I jest
Those of the faith say I’m a test
I cant be lost, nor can be found…
Ever Chained to the soul
Without making the slightest sound
Those looking for an escape will find none
To me things r told…
… I just have to get them done
what are men, but toys
I AM SORROW, I AM JOYS
Justice, bias; good ,evil
Man’s only deed is answering my heed
I do not punish,
Punishment, however, comes through me
As pitiful as it is…
The shell pays for what it’s essence was!
There is no escape…
There is no escape…
There is no escape.
For I am FATE!...and ready for all your hate!
Monday, October 12, 2009
Lusting for love
it wasn’t the first time that I’d tried….
The end was still the same… coz I cried…
Cried ...
Cried ,for I’d lost all pride.
Lusted, I had lusted all along…
For someone…anyone…
I was so forlorn
What is love…but lust
Lust for belonging…
To end all loneliness
It is but a game…
Played by hurting someone…
Then making fun of the same.
Losing all pride…
Then trying to live through shame
It rains…
Harder than ever before.
Raining…
Amongst this chaos…
I tried…
I Burnt…
Sometimes even wished I’d died.
The angst
The fury…
All futile.
I wish to set the world on fire…
Probably burn in the flames of my own pyre
People live…
Then again, they die…
For the sake of love they all try to make it by…
Fools!
In books,
in songs,
then again in movies,
they talk of love…
fucked up phonies!
They fill your head with lies
A false promise of paradise!
They say it’s sunshine…
Only for a while,
Cause it certainly fades away with the passage of time.
After a while it’s just you…
Empty beer cans,
Pen,
Paper,
And a broken rhyme…