Lusting for love

it wasn’t the first time that I’d tried….

The end was still the same… coz I cried…

Cried ...

Cried ,for I’d lost all pride.

Lusted, I had lusted all along…

For someone…anyone…

I was so forlorn

What is love…but lust

Lust for belonging…

To end all loneliness

It is but a game…

Played by hurting someone…

Then making fun of the same.

Losing all pride…

Then trying to live through shame

It rains…

Harder than ever before.

Raining…

Amongst this chaos…

I tried…

I Burnt…

Sometimes even wished I’d died.

The angst

The fury…

All futile.

I wish to set the world on fire…

Probably burn in the flames of my own pyre

People live…

Then again, they die…

For the sake of love they all try to make it by…

Fools!

In books,

in songs,

then again in movies,

they talk of love…

fucked up phonies!

They fill your head with lies

A false promise of paradise!

They say it’s sunshine…

Only for a while,

Cause it certainly fades away with the passage of time.

After a while it’s just you…

Empty beer cans,

Pen,

Paper,

And a broken rhyme…